AM I LOSING IT?

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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Sleep IS IMPORTANT!

I LOVE SLEEP! I dont deny it to anyone, and when I come home from work, I want to go to bed after all I work the VAMPIRE Shift, dont get me wrong I love it, but just like anyone else on any other shift when I get home, I want to unwind, and go to bed just as if I worked 9a-5p So I get very irritated when I come home and I cant sleep! This could be do to various reasons, like the asshole landlords working on the house next door banging, clanging, sawing, and this morning they thought they were being clever and were crowing like a rooster, I guess it was suppose to be a joke. I would like to show them JOKE! So I decided I would write about this cause I am now frustrated and probably wont sleep, just my luck huh?!?!



NEXT, I put my two week notice in at my last job it was turned in per their requirements, and on the day that was suppose to be my last day THOSE ASSHOLES called me at home and said that I falsified my resignation and they were paying me my hours worked at minimum wage.... I was like WTF, how can you falsify a resignation, its in my handwriting, I had the fax confirmation sheet, they had their two week notice, So I proceeded to tell them that they were the MOST FUCKED UP FACILITY I HAD worked for in my 10 years of being a nurse, and that I wouldnt put my Dog there! So the DON and I had words and I threatened her with my attorney, who would take the case but do I want the head ache? Next the administrator calls me and starts yelling at me, I said if you are going to call my house and yell at me I would rather you just not call, she kept yelling, so I said you are harrassing me and you will hear from my lawyer, she said "THATS GREAT!" BITCH... so I figure I am done with them, NO NO, they call again the next day and proceed to yell at my HUSBAND, who is not doing so well mentally and he told them, it was the DON, ADMINISTRATOR, AND HR person on speaker phone ( I HATE SPEAKER PHONE CONVERSATIONS) he told them they could all go FUCK THEMSELVES, and maybe the administrator who's husband left her needs to get some because she is a bitch, and if they called here again HE would sue them for harassing him. Since then no calls, can you believe the BALLS on those bitches? If you are a nurse, or you have a loved one and are thinking of working or placing a loved one in this facility I would advise against it. Its name is Life Care Center, in New Port Richey Florida. Some of the stuff I saw go on there in the month and half I was there, like I said I wouldnt put my DOG there. PLEASE SAVE ME!

and as you can see they are some pretty cool dogs? :)

Anyways I am going to attemtpt to lay down now, now that I have vented... check out my best friend's blog they link is there on the right, you will enjoy!

I got a new Job!

I got a new job, that I really like. Its a full-time job on my preferred shift 11p-7a, the people seem nice so far, and I am being overly cautious as to not let them in on my personal life, as I dont want to be part of the never ending RUMOR MILL! well off to bed I am while the time is right.

ITS 530 A.M.

Read below I just had to put the little kitty in this one! How I wish my life was that simple

Well today prooved to be another interesting day, I put my notice in at work almost two weeks ago, and I stated that if they needed me too I would work what is known as PRN/PER DIEM/ POOL however its now past friday and monday or Sunday night 11-7 is my last night so I guess thats a no! Such is life.. oh well see ya! on to a newer brighter subject.


SO.... then afterwork..?!?!?!?

I come home tonight to catch my husband and my babysitter almost going to "blows" over who was right on a subject, I mean it was unreal. MEN why is it such a testosterone fight? One of you should be the bigger man and say you know what this really isnt worth either of our times arguing over this mundane subject anyways and who really cares anyways, and drop it. BUT NO! it always has to come to and here is a typical conversation " I said "it" was like that, so "its like that" and if you dont like it, I will kick your *$S!" okay so now we have two grown men both who dont want to be wrong, and both who are willing to get into a fight all because they cant be like us WOMEN, if you dont know an answer LOOK IT UP :) I guess it goes back to the men wont stop at gas station for directions, and if a woman does she is an idiot, then you have a conversation like this: woman: I thought you looked it up on map quest?" , man: " I did." woman: " oh, so let me see it so I can try to figure out where we are!" man: well it didnt look that hard so I left the directions at home", or the famous last words" I left them on the table, didn't you grab them?!?" how many times have I had this conversation with my husband many, many, many times,


and I fear it will be many, many MORE!













I wish my friend Cher was coming with me to my other job, maybe they will have another opening and I will talk her into it, I really like working with someone I know isnt a backstabbing byotch, it helps every now and then. Why do people have nothing better to do than GOSSIP! GET a life people, there is nothing so interesting in my life that you need to talk about it, or anyone else for that matter, maybe you should all just go home and get some, and talk about that for the next couple of days, cause the GOSSIP it gets OLD! OK I guess I have hit base on two of my biggest pet peeves Gossip and men who wont admit that just maybe they are wrong!






NOW TO TOP ALL OF THIS OFF I HAVE THE FRICKING HIVES!

Depression has hit my life head on

Last September the big "D" a.k.a. Depression hit my husband full on, it has pulled no stops its included all of it famous bells and whistles including the Anger, frustration, manic episodes, memory issues, took away his patience, his tolerance, and made him into a man I hardly recognize. Its scary to me that my once loving husband is now this man consumed my anger, paranoia, sleeplessness, memory lapses, screaming all the time or just not talking. I wonder how could this be happening? The selfish part of me wonders just how much I can tolerate, we have a good day, and then SEVERAL bad days. He has not become violent which is one thing I am ever so greatfull for. The doctors however really piss me off, they act as is he is just another wacko, and put him on this cocktail of medicine, and then when that doesnt work two months later they change the cocktail, and we have been going through this now for months. I mean he has a psychiatrist from HARVARD is that what going to an IVY league school gets you a degree on how to guess medication combinations, and play with people's lifes and yes I say people because he is just not messing with my husband's life he is messing with my life, and my daughters life. We are all in this together no matter if we want to be or not. He recently went to start seeing a psychologist and I thought, ok maybe this will help, however the guy took him seriously was seeing him every week for the first month and already we are down to twice a month, what was there some break-through that I missed? Please someone clue me in on this break-through because I sure dont see one. I search the web nightly trying to understand this phenomenon, however as a nurse I know its a true disease, and as with any disease they have to treat it, but in the mean time who is going to treat ME?